Today is just one of those days that I fill like crap. It just on of those days that nothing will go your way and no matter what you do it seems like that everything is against you. When the thing that keeps you alive most of the days turns their back on you and just leaves you out to die. Seems like I try to help the people around me and it seems every time that I help them it doesn’t seem to be enough though. So every time that I help someone I try to do as much as I can for them and just pray that they wont turn their backs on me. When they try to get out of the filling the only thing that happens that it will come back twice as hard as when it started out. After everything is said and done I just try and get over it and get on with my life because there is nothing that I can do about it.